I have been manually incapacitated
for the past three or four weeks
due to a badly broken little finger
on right hand.

I have been barely able to play keyboard,
and that only with a considerable amount of pain.

I will spare you the horrid details
of just how such a terrible thing could happen,
other than to say
that it was done by me to me,
inadvertently.

So, as I have been waiting
for the swelling to go down
I have noticed just how crooked
the first joint now is.

I have wanted to pull it straight
but have been unable to due to pain,
not to mention
that the fracture has healed in this position.

So, has been rather awkward,
to say the least.

It has also made it very difficult to type
without a lot of pain.

Think about that when you look at the posts
from the last several weeks.

Every single one of them was
OUCH! OUCH! OUCH! 
as I typed each word.

But, we try not to let that slow us down too much.

I was a little bit "under the weather"
as in sick,
during the past several days.

Just plain old run down.

So, I was in bed early each night,
which is rather unusual for me.

It seems that last night while thrashing about
I suddenly became aware of a loud POP! sound,
while still half-asleep.

I had just smacked my little finger into a wall, hard,
and managed, thereby, in my sleep,
to pop it back into place.

I felt it pop, and it felt really good.

I am a new person this morning.

This is why there have been no new recordings for awhile.

Maybe we can write something before leaving town.

Who knows?

As an aside,
just for those who don't understand who "we" are,
it is I, ME, MY.

As in "The Great I, ME, My is in your presence".

Does anyone listen to any of the audio readings?

It is a line out of "When the Dragon Smiles".

No, I DO NOT have a split personality
or multiple personalities.

I am about as integrated and consolidated,
emotionally and mentally,
as one could possibly be.

But that doesn't change the fact of
I, ME, MY
still being alive and well
like the three-headed dog of
Hecate (Cerebrus?) ,
in Greek mythology.

Three heads,
 but still ONE DOG.

At any rate,
this is just for the record.

Hopefully there will be more to come.

I cannot begin to tell how good it feels
to type without an extraordinary amount of pain.

Good morning to all.

And may God bless.

w/ love to all

vw

7:12 a.m.
Monday
July 30, 2012

p.s.

The London Financial Times arrives at my office
at about 4:30 a.m. every morning.

This morning one of the lead articles
is about NUCLEAR ENERGY.

(Because I have two children
who were badly exposed
to "secret" undisclosed nuclear waste
and who are severely physically damaged
as a result thereof,
I am a little more interested
in this subject than others may be.

In this regard, it should be noted that
they were two of 125 children
in a school
who were all diagnosed with
serious and potentially terminal
cancer simultaneously.

Subsequently, it was discovered that
300 households in the surrounding area
had multi-generaton cancers
simultaneous with the children at the school.

They don't have to ask what
"living on borrowed time" means.

Sadly enough. they know all too well,
as do their incredibly grieved parents
and families.

Normalcy ceases to have meaning
to all who have been touched
by this epic modern industrial disaster
which
YOU ARE UNLIKELY TO EVER HEAR ABOUT,
even while living in a house
built on top of the waste
which is left behind.

That is UNBELIEVABLE,
but it is, nevertheless true.

It is what I, and many others fought
about for years.

The TRUE COSTS
are very much
INCALCULABLE,
from where I see things.)


It seems that General Electric complains
that it is FAR TOO EXPENSIVE
when compared with natural gas
and wind
and solar energy possibilities.

They are announcing
that they intend to use far less nuclear energy
in the future
(I'll believe it when I see it,
which I do not really expect to).

I find this statement BIZARRE as can be.

This is because they have been given blanket immunity
from any liability, whatsoever,
which results from their activities,  
by federal law,
since the very beginning of nuclear energy production.

As I and hundreds of other families
who fought over the incredible damage which was inflicted
on our little community of children
who were living at a place thought to be very safe
were soon to find out,
this is very much the case.

I am not guessing.

I am telling you after fighting over these matters
for multiple years,
to try to see to it that this does not happen again.

And especially with the impunity
and the complete lack of oversight
or taking of responsiblity.

I can tell you first hand
(I have some on video)
that the State and Federal authorities
simply throw the matter back and forth,
as do the individual federal and state agencies.

No one is responsible.

Or the other guy always is.

Somebody finally managed to get the various agencies
all in the room at once
to ask them in front of one another to explain
why they were taking no responsiblity whatsoever
for a catastrophic event happening under their watch.

Even then, NO ACCOUNTABILITY.

It is always the fault or responsibility of SOME OTHER GUY.

Not in my job description.

If ANYONE ACTUALLY HAD TO PAY
the damages which have been caused
so far by the nuclear industry,
there is NO ONE ON THIS EARTH
WHO COULD AFFORD TO PAY.

If it is economically inefficient
with blanket immunity from liability,
then just how INEFFICIENT do you suppose it really is?

Just a little food for thought
for all of those hungry brain cells and synapses,
all looking for something to do
besides watching television.